the thing about missing...

hey! XD what a crap... IMISSEDYOU! never thought you could survive... (sigh and still can't believe it...) i'm so star-strucked right now folks. huh..! anyway, i want to tell you, my dearest and first ever self-made blog, that i do have a second one. it's right there before you...just right there. and by the way, she wants to meet you if you're not that bitter about it now knowing you were accidentally repalced because i did thought you're ugly. but...let's close this case. :) (whispering...) I THINK YOU LOOK REALLY FAAAAAB-O-U-LOS!!!!!! OFF THE HOOK! SMITE ME OHH GREAT SMITER!!! HEHE... i'm just so overjoyed...please everyone...just give me my moment.

thanks.

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same old, same old...

i just had a good toothache last night. i was anxious about the coming party i'm going to attend to later(no interest at all).
i don't feel anything special today. i hate this scumb** walking around our apartment, i mean, "what a waste of your life...and all that's left for you." i find it difficult to understand issue people throw at me... :( i'm being caught off guard most of the time and i get tongue tied. hm.. is there any way? i dont think so. same old, same old...

here goes nothing...

DECODE
How can i decide whats right?
When your clouding up my mind,
I cant win your losing fight,
All the time.

How can i ever own whats mine?
When your always taking sides,
But you wont take away my pride,
No not this time...
Not this time.

How did we get here?
I used to know you so well,
How did we get here?
I think i know how.

The truth is hiding in your eyes,
And it's hanging on your tongue,
Just boiling in my blood,
But you think that i cant see.
What kind of man that you are?
If your man at all,
I will figure this one out.
On my own...
(Screaming i love you so)
On my own...
(My thoughts you cant decode)

How did we get here?
I used to know you so well,
How did we get here?
I think i know how.

Do you see,
What weve done,
Were gonna make such fools,
Of ourselves...
Do you see,
What weve done,
Were gonna make such fools,
Of ourselves...
YEAH

How did we get here
I used to know you so well
Yeah Yeah Yeah
How did we get here?
I use to know you so well
I think i know...
I think i know...


There is something,
I see in you,
It might kill me,
I want it to be true.